hopefully gonna get one at stop&shop. i filled out an application online last night so maybe ill get a job. i need one badly. it'll keep me busy, make money, maybe itll help? i dont know. i never write in here and i still have nothing really to say. im at my dads and its boring and it sucks. i have to come her for easter too...maybe i can get him ( Read more... )

lately i felt so weird, more than usual that is. i started crying hysterically when i got home cause i couldnt eat since some dude was working in the kitchen. i flipped out to the point i was on the floor. i feel like im going crazy lately and its been a couple months that my behavior has gotten really bad. im to the point where i dont care about ( Read more... )

it was soo fun. we ran around being stupid. haha. tried on dresses and 2 fit! one was so cute but it was too dressy, and it looked like i was in playboy so i didnt get it. haha. instead me and liz got really cute sequin dresses! (i totally spelled that wrong..) & they're really pretty but i wish i got those red and black pumps...oh well. it wouldve ( Read more... )

its so weird how my horoscopes are always right. it creeps me out. eveyr time it relates to me, i dont know. ive been reading mine everyday for the past few weeks and it always helps me. im such a dork ( Read more... )

was today, it was ok. afternoon me, mommy, and vic went out to get his presents from each of us. & i got myself my HIM CD. yay. i was happy. im listening to them all the time again. hah. um i made him cake and got him a CD he had wanted. and we had ice cream cake and i ate tons of food and now i feel disgusting from eating so much. but thats ok ( Read more... )

im disappointed but i guess i did good. my GPA is 4.125. it sucks, the final lowered it. i had for the past three marking periods, 4.5, 4.375, and 4.25. so yeah, finals i guess brought it down, and my final grades were 3 A's and an A+. i wanted all A+'s. oh well, ill try to do better this semester. my mom said im being too hard on myself but ( Read more... )

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i had a feeling id have andrew in one of my classes, i just had that gut feeling and it was right. he's in my gym and drivers ed. for some reason i want him there cause i miss him and miss just seeing him, but at the same time, im actually finally starting to get over him and then i saw him and i got this pain in my chest and i was just like, no ( Read more... )

i dont know myself lately. ive been having so many dreams and im just so confused about who i am lately. i wish i could figure all of this out. im gonna miss everyone from 1st semester, it really sucks. & who knows if ill see some people ever again. =/