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why do i miss him so much? i cant stop thinking about him and i bet he hasnt been thinking about me...im so stupid. i dont know why i cant get him out of my head when i know he dosent want to be with me. i still cant get rid of his pictures in the computer and i cant take his pictures down in my room, im so afraid of just forgetting him, im afraid ( Read more... )

went shopping with my mom and it was a lot of fun. got cute pajamas that im wearing right now and make me feel really cute, they're gray and pink and i got black gloves and a gray and black pea coat thats amazing. bought my moms present for christmas, she wanted these brown converse so i bought them for her, she dosent get them till christmas ( Read more... )

i keep dreaming about him..every night. he always dosent care about me and dosent talk to me in them, like i dont exist, like he never loved me. i dont know. i wish i could dstop thinking about him. i wanna find a way to stop cause he may not even care about me, he may be happy with it this way so i shouldnt be doing this to myself..but i dont know ( Read more... )

Why, do you always do this to me ( Read more... )

I miss you ( Read more... )

i miss him so much, i wish i could get him out of my head. i keep wishing that he'd come back to me like last time...but i know its not going to happen. i wonder why i cant just stop loving him, to stop the pain. buti cant help it...i hope hes happier at least..i dont know. i wanna see him so bad but i doubt he wants to see me. i feel so pathetic, ( Read more... )

andrew broke up with me friday. i cried. went home and was quite all day, hadnt talked to anyone. during dinner my mom kept asking me what had happened with andrew when we stayed after, i told her nothing, everything was fine. i felt bad lying, but i didnt want to face the truth..she asked me again once everyone left the room. i was doing dishes so ( Read more... )

im starting to get really nervous about tomorrow...im starting to get so scared now. i dont want him to leave me but i know that im unhappy and im dying inside, but i want to stay with him, i still love him and im torn. i really think hes gonna end it tomorrow. he never asks to stay after so i dont know. ive been trying to prepare myself the [ast ( Read more... )