I sit here in silent tears ( Read more... )

Love is everything you never knew you always wanted ( Read more... )

I die a little more with each passing day...

Okay. I haven't heard from my bf in 3 weeks. 3 fakkin' weeks. So what do i do? i give him a call. What happens when i call him? He has to run to another business meeting. *sigh* He can't even make it home this month like he's supposed to. I guess he got promoted and now has to do a business deal in Georgia and will be back in late september ( Read more... )

I can't move... My life is pretty much downhill from here... How homo is that... I would say pretty fuckin homo. I've been praying to God about 5~10 times a day to help me with something and he's always answered my prayers, so i know he'll answer this one. Why? Cause, he KNOWS that i need this a lot. I mean a LOT. He knows that this is basically, ( Read more... )

I know life, at the moment, can be a horrible, cold place; when you're too depressed to move, too sad to talk, and so closed-up that everyday, you cry to yourself internally, never letting anyone know your pain. I know that life is better than this. Get out of bed. Take a walk outside in the beautiful sunshine, take a deep breath and breathe in the ( Read more... )

YES. Because of my stubborness i do say things and act upon things that i regret later. WHY? because whenever i say something or act upon something, it keeps "us" apart longer and further away... and then afterwards i realize what i've just done, I begin to realize the eye opener. For each moment that passes me by, i've just condemned myself to ( Read more... )

I'm always thinking about you ( Read more... )

I didn't know that missing someone would be so painful
I couldn't comprehend how people could not let go of the past
I didn't see why people would cry when they thought of another
I couldn't understand any of this until i met him, and now
I didn't realize how much i loved him until it was too late...

Well. My predicament that i was in is somewhat resolved. But yet i don't feel content. The pain, i thought would subside, but it just digs deep within my skin, deeper, harsher, and uproots nothing but pain. I guess we're going to have to go our own separate paths for awhile. But in the end, everything will turn out okay. I know it will. Meanwhile, ( Read more... )