Who do you choose when your heart is filled with two? One could possibly be my soulmate, taking into consideration that all the things we do, say, and think are so similar, it's uncanny. The other is my complete opposite, but we're such different characters in appearance and in personality, that like a jigsaw puzzle, we fit together as well. When i ( Read more... )

The more i open my heart to another, the deeper i fall into the never ending crevice that has blocked my path in front of me from where i was headed. It's a narrow crevice, and i know that if i hold on the the sides, or even the thin rope that swings tauntingly in and out of my hands, i can manage to pull through and head toward my destination. But ( Read more... )

" You're holding on to that last thread of hope because you don't know what is to come of your relationship with him. When he comes back, either you guys will date for a few months, find differences, and break-up, or you guys'll fall madly in love, get married, start a family, and life will go on... If you decide that he's not the one for you, you ( Read more... )

The worst way to miss someone is to be standing right beside him, knowing he's not yours ( Read more... )

I used to be the type of person who never showed emotions. I never cried in front of anyone, I never admitted or would ever confess myself to anyone. I was going to be strong, and not give in to anyone, anywhere. I wan't going to be vulnerable, and give up my "firsts" to anyone. But slowly it happened. It wasn't on the lips, it wasn't expected, but ( Read more... )

Why do i choose to miss someone whom i see and hear frequently that's not mine, rather than missing someone whom i haven't seen in over 5 months, or heard from in a month, that is mine...?

Do i believe in soulmates? Yes. I believe that there are rare cases where there are two ppl bound together, inhabited by the same soul, in two different bodies. Most ppl don't look for that but instead, they search with their eyes, not with their hearts and intuitions. Hence why marriages end up in divorce, or relationships go bad and causes ( Read more... )

Insomnia takes over my life. I writhe away in pain, tormented by the tests that the heavens flood my life with... Questioning myself, is it possible to feel so strong for two, instead of one. And not to choose two, but one. Have I been convicted by the gates of hell, of a straying heart... or been blessed by the gates of heaven with a new endearing ( Read more... )

What do you do when your feelings for someone else exceeds your feelings for the person you're with...

Here i am making a brand new journal~!!! (MUCH THANKS TO KYLE *HUGS*) Don't you love starting something new? It's never been touched, it's brand new, and so clean. It's kinda when the first snow falls. You step outside, everything's white, and the snow hasn't been ruined yet. The feeling gets you a little high with happiness cuz the world looks all ( Read more... )