o god why are there so many birthdays on sep? i need money... so i can buy presents...

people just gotta build robots, dont they watch movies?!? dont know bout you but this rather freaks me out...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W1czBcnX1Ww&feature=related

Grant me the serenity to accept the things I can't change,
the courage to change the things i can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.

1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

2008 year of the rat
happy new years! its the year of the rat! my year! may this year be better then the last for all of us!

ah christmas, that time of year that will drive you crazy. i thought i was about to snap with all the christmas music at work. im glad to have a vacation that is for sure. my parents picked me up sat and we went to a christmas party that night. about 19 people counting my self and i only knew 5 and they were the people i came there with. watched ( Read more... )

You want me?
Fucking well come and find me
I'll be waiting
With a gun and a pack of sandwiches
And nothing

from radiohead song talk show host

im reading this great book called the power of myth. it spoke of how the bird represents spiritual flight and the snake represents being bound to earth. put them together and you have a dragon or a snake with wings. in most cases both of these are seen to be great creatures, except for in the european states. i just find it interesting ( Read more... )

i had a theory, i tested it, and was correct. he is suffering from a similar torment. he cares for someone that dosent return his feelings. some how this solidified the fact that i must let him go. i feel at ease right now, i can only hope it stays like this.

that didnt take long.... i feel like an addict. i have an urge to be with him. sense how i cant be with him i have an urge to claw at my skin and roll around on the floor. all useless. its such a pain in the ass. ive felt it before. i believe once was for the same reason as now, a crush. the other time/s i dont remember why. im thinking it had ( Read more... )