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It should be illegal to say "Don't worry, someone out there has it worse than you."

That's comparable to someone spilling their guts out and hearing "Well, the sky is blue."

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I saw ideals swimming alongside blood cells as I closed my eyes to a sea of red.

They said tonight, I'd be better off dead.

New free-write. Tonight, sanity was short. Thoughts were irrationally rationed.I, I, I. You and them. Where is "us?" Where were we? Parasites to dismantle my abilities. Trapdoors without dead-ends, tunnels full of revelations revealing a chain of one way exits all with my name. Where were you? Where was I ( Read more... )

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The gravel and sky had befriended one another. After concluding the regular patrol duty rotation, I found myself walking on air. I was seven years old, and a simple blue sky had meant more to me at that ripe age than it dare mean to me now. Clear skies were always level playing fields; no interruptions in my train of thought, no obstruction to ( Read more... )

Begging you to lock me underwater
I don't speak the language of keys
and when you asked me to swim
I found myself at the bottom of these seas

I don't mind if I'm drowning
I'll just pull you down with me
and if I'm not here tomorrow
You know where I'll be

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So this is what it feels like. Effortless euphoria.