Jack this is what I'm talking about:

Victory Records
Fat Wreck Chords
Trustkill
Ferret Music
Immortal
The Militia Group
Metal Blade Records
Red Ink

all supposedly independent labels.
all owned by the same group:
http://www.redmusic.com/

Natasha and I broke up, officially this time. I feel like I should have something lengthy to say about that but I think I've already bitched too much ( Read more... )

and now I will relate the tales of the past week and a half as best as I possibly can ( Read more... )

I have kissed someone...
on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than me.
bigger/taller than me.
with a lip ring.
who was drunk.
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I should probably feel remorse, I think I do...to some extent. I haven't really done anything wrong, I just feel as if I've betrayed my own feelings. At least I'll be the only person upset with me ( Read more... )

5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING ( Read more... )

I commited atrocities in the name of Carnivean! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

This is my standard reaction, I'm so sick of this cycle. I need to wait this time around, if I avoid the first step I can forego the entire process. So that is what I'll do, I'll bide my fucking time ( Read more... )

I shattered like so much stained glass today. I'm sounding quite emo.

The worst part of it all is I know you still won't get it.

most people will derive some amount of pleasure from this but I dont know.

each time this sort of thing happens it hurts even more, you'd think eventually i would form some sort of coping method.

You know, I really suck at being genuinely unhappy. THIS is why I hate being manic depressive, I can't stay upset long enough to focus on a problem. It's like..."oh god serious issues and tears and i forgot my medicine and i feel neglected and blah blah blah blah and wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee life is so beautiful if you just take the time to notice and ( Read more... )