I'm tired, I'm cold, I'm depressed. Clearly I'm not worth the time.

I'm going to sleep.

she said something to the effect of she doesnt care about me anymore, which is upsetting at best seeing as she is one of the last people I really care for and love. I cant believe we are actually falling out. I can feel my mood plummeting.

My hair is full of ice.

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Well I've been sick for the past three days, walking a 102 degree tightrope as the days progressed. Everyday it would seem like I was alright, then my temperature would shoot back up. Anyway, Jacob cut school on thursday and friday so he could hang out with me, which was very nice(no anal jack, sorry). Got to see Mmrko both days too, I like that ( Read more... )

who had a perfectly awesome day?

not you.

I am so incredibly uncontrollably happy(I am lame).

My girlfriend is awesome.(More awesome than yours)

I went outside today...I didn't like it.

1. No more sex, (non medical)drugs, alchohol, dairy food, or expectations.
2. The band, we play(this is an easy one).
3. Get my medicine. The manic depression gets on my nerves.
4. Be a better witch(I've fallen so far).
5. To not feel like I actually have to follow through with these resolutions.

I woke up at 2...she didn't call me...ugh...whatever.

Anyway, I recorded some cool guitar tracks, Reason is frustrating me so I'm giving it a break.

Jack's right, I do want every single guitar, but I have to say, I'd really love to have one of these:

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