In Process

[kaijoe]

First masturbation after a break up
Hurts.
Hands seeking warm flesh.
They should please.
I may forget.

But the head just drowns in memory and scorn,
with every jolt of hot integrity growing
between my legs.

So in this dark room
I try to feel only sorry,
for not having the exercise of sex
Anymore.

I could gain weight.

**Inspired by Dennis

Comments

off-top

[just_pixel]

(say, by Dennis Cooper, do you mean the guy who writes a lot about teenage junkies/maleWhores/lost kids being slashed by serial killers & stuff?)

Re: off-top

[kaijoe]

yes. I've been deep into one of his books lately

off-top // poetry

[just_pixel]

Hi :)
Take a look:
http://avva.livejournal.com/1586409.html

Sounds pretty good.

Re: off-top // poetry

[kaijoe]

Coolness. Made me pretty happy