My new journal is colin_292.
I ask the readers of this to NOT make ANY comments about me having any feelings for them at one point or another. Nothing like that, please.
I made this one so that Ainsley can read it too.

Ainsley gave me her LiveJournal link, and I was reading through it ( Read more... )

Is it selfish to think that this:
He doesn't care about me... like that. [03 Jun 2004|08:27pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

But I wish he did.

Oh, how I wish he did...

But I know I'm not that one... that one mentioned in that entry not so long ago.

He doesn't even care...

Not like I want him to...

is about me?
It just seems like it is...

Today in gym was fun. *grumble*
I hurt my back pretty badly, and basically now, it hurts to friggen walk. My teacher today didn't believe me, and I had to play tackle football. I bet that helped it.
It hurts more than ever now. Its incredibly fucking painful to even reach down and tie up my shoes. Huzzah. Fuck you, Mrs. Ahmed.

DemonSummonerZ: What's wrong ( Read more... )

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I just wrote this, like, two minutes ago ( Read more... )

It rained. Just like I said it would.

Still that feeling of emptyness inside me. Will it ever leave me?

Just got back from Man on Fire.
You know...seeing people...with people..once again makes me realize how lonely I really am.
*sighs* I hate being lonely. I hate it.
But hey....people look at the fat, short, ugly kid I am, and cast me aside.

..I bet I'll die lonely, too.

....Its going to rain soon.

Yes. I'm keeping my Lj. For a little while at least.