it's been over a year since i've made a post here.

lack of ambition.

they say intelligence without ambition is like a bird without wings.

stumbling around in a dark room wont help you find your wings.

this week i've felt like i've gained so much. but in the end i realize just how much i've lost.

=(

for some reason this past week i've felt like everything is as it should be. i'm very happy and content with my life currently. i have no desire to pursue any females and i'm more than fine with that. i'm perfectly happy with being single and have no wishes to change this ( Read more... )

it seems some of us are definitely feeling it ( Read more... )

it's been a terrible year to say the least, and it didn't end with a whimper, but with a bang ( Read more... )

one of my best friends dad died hours ago. he had a great father, a man i wish i knew better.

life sure is strange.

a few new ideas have come to fruition. some good society has crumbled type shit ( Read more... )

i have $7 to my name, and i wont get more green paper until tuesday. i have no gas in my car and i've run out of smokes yesterday. my food stuffs is running low and most of it has expired. nothing is going the way i want it to ( Read more... )

if you saw that last entry, you are lucky. i've decided it's in my best interests to keep it private. some things are not meant to be known i suppose.

finished book 6, however i ended up letting tim borrow book 7 cuz he reads way faster than i do. but now i feel like i have NOTHING to do, i don't really feel like reading anything, unless it's hitchhikers guide. always down to read that shit ( Read more... )