I've come back here every now and then... wanting to tell you where I'm finally at. Yes I thought I would end my blog days with a BANG! but I couldn't stay away. I'm back... at a new place. I've had it for a little over a year and as much as I've wanted to come here and give you guys the update... I couldn't bring myself to it... Since my last ( Read more... )

My last LiveJournal entry... I decided to make this choice because I was getting in WAY too much trouble with people. ^.^ Anyways, after I finished my entry last nite, I talked to Ricky and Linsey. Linsey and I smoothed things out with the her and will situation. But then Ricky started talking to me. At first, he started telling me things I ( Read more... )

(I thank Ryan for this... making me so mad to give up. Thanks ;-) )I warn every single one of my friends...this entry is me. A me that I keep inside fearing if it rears its ugly head when I talk to any one of you, something bad might happen. I'm confused and upset. And I write this after I finished my entry. READ THE ENTIRE THING because my ( Read more... )

::sighs:: This is soo ridiculous. I had a bad day today at school. I didn't want to go. And when I got there, I wanted to come home. I hadn't felt like that in school in a loong time. It's because of what was bothering me last night. Things got kinda better at the end of the school day, but you know how my luck is. Always sucks. ^.^ More like ( Read more... )

I'm just pissed off. All I wanted was a best friend. And I get this shit again. Sometimes I can't stand myself. All I do is mess things up for myself. I've got to stop this but I can't. I thought Ryan had helped me resolve all of this but apparently not. It's not like I want this...it's the effect of my bad habit... I wish someone can help me but I ( Read more... )

(READ IT ALL... unless u don't wanna read about my other friends... please read all of the entry because I mention people a lot... most good, one or 2 bad things ( Read more... )

Here's a entry from April 18 I never published because I didn't finish ( Read more... )

Hey people. It's been a while hasn't it. Well, I wanted to enter for about a month now but I could never find the right time. I figured I mines well while I'm watching Angel. Anyways, things really have changed. Nothin long, real quick because I'm extremely tired. I told Ricky to not call me because he couldn't make any sacrifices for our ( Read more... )

Well seeing as how I'm tight on time, I'll say the few things I've been thinking about lately. Last week, I was watching American Idol with my mom. I saw people go up there and go for there dreams and make it. It was halirous but I started thinking... what was my dream? Well, the first thing that came to my mind was soccer because it was a sport. ( Read more... )

I was starting out this journal entry with "well" but I dont that alot so I started of differently. Ok well, a few new developments have occured since my last one. More people have discovered I'm moving since. Before I get into thoughts and feelings about moving I have 2 things to say ( Read more... )