I walked to Dereks work today... 3 1/2 miles. that used to be so easy for me and now it seems like it takes hours ( Read more... )

I got a B+ in the class I thought I was going to get a C in... it's crazy how we sell ourselves short of what we can really do... These past few weeks have been crazy with the trip down to Portland. Portland Maine that is.. School, cleaning the inlaws basement and working my new business. My head feels like it is going to explode... its great ( Read more... )

Reasons why life is good ( Read more... )

I have been here in Maine now for a week. All is good. The inlaws are great. I just wish I could stop thinking "homework." Every waking minute I have is directed towards studying. My brain hurts if that is even possible. I am only taking one class and I spend all my time with it and still I have not gotten any better than an 87% on a test.

So I have just started using a product that has been around for years.. Back in college my roommates used it and let me try it... it was great..... at that time I was just glad to use theirs and than when I came home I kind of forgot about it. now here I am 4 years later and reintroduced to it. LOVE IT!!!! It is a product called Melaleuca ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my last day of a terrible job..... Thank goodness..

March....2006..... I have now been married for over 9 months.... Life seems to be flying by.... It seems like just yesturday that we walked into the Portland Temple hand in hand. It seems like just yesturday that I moved all my things out of my parents house into a two bedroom halway to join my new husband. Only Yesturday I had my own bed and ( Read more... )

Well, as of now it looks like I will be switching Portlands.... Sometime in the middle of April I will be storaging all my things and taking a nation length road trip to move in with the inlaws. I guess you sometimes have to sacrifice for your dreams... right?

The uncontrolable tears fall from my eyes. So many variables causing their down fall. I beg my heart to subdue the pain, the longing for someone to read it. To do the impossible and understand me. My mind knows it is unhuman but my heart continues to ache. At times it hurts the worst, by false attributes or honest feelings he does not comfort ( Read more... )

today is Wednesday... I get married on Saturday... I just met the parents last night... Every thing seems so good.. Life is great... Whoaw