At this point in my life the words, "We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd be millionaires ( Read more... )

Something occurred to me the other day, actually it was december 8, 4 months pre-DOB, I'm almost 23...and where the fuck am I? I'm not asking that in any feel sorry for myself kind of way, but rather as an observation. I live with my mother, I dont have a job, I dont have a car. Okay, that I can handle. But something else urks me; you see this ( Read more... )

gotta get outta my moms house,gotta get outta my moms house,gotta get outta my moms house,gotta get outta my moms house,gotta get outta my moms house,gotta get outta my moms house,gotta get outta my moms house....

Long week. Finally started my bouncer job at club ICE. I dont really know what to say about it besides my feet hurt. I get off at 2am, on the far side of town on the wrong side of the tracks...heh heh. No buses running, i dont have a car. I took a cab the first night there and it cost me 12 fucking dollars to get from the club to 900E and 400 ( Read more... )

Fuck. This week is all a blur but thankfully it is over. I don't really remember anything I've done this week. Cant go wrong there. Oz is in California watching the Mars Volta, whom I regard much in the same way as i do the DMB: talented but i cant fucking stand them. But still, I love California. I hate Los Angeles, but love California. ( Read more... )

So Convergys appealed my unemployment, i had the hearing yesterday, and those bastards lied through their scum bag teeth. But regardless, with the help of some tips from OZ, I rammed those sordid lies down their fucking throats and arose victorious. So far at least, in the sense that i do not have to pay them back any of the benefits i've already ( Read more... )

I'm riding the trax from Gallivan Plaza to Sandy station. Directly across from me: freshman, blond, big tits, typical utah valley girl. Next to her is sergeant Ricks, next to me is some other girl not worthy of observation, and behind us...sits a whole circus of retards. Now, just behind the tard gathering at the end of the car is a retard ( Read more... )

Well well well, the summer is finally over for me in 10 days, and im not sure how i feel about it. I decided to stop being a vegetarian, everyone one is jumping on the train and it just makes me want to do it less and less. In addition, it has been having a negative effect on my "meat head" training. So back to eating meat for me. I still hate ( Read more... )

I'm a selfish, self absorbed, narcissistic child and I love it, so fuck you.

Summer update: Life altering trip to the former CCCP, Brant Bjork and the Bro's play at Burts Tiki lounge and change outlook and motivation to play music forever, Summer fling ignites furiously with former co-worker and quickly extinguishes as i it only could, Oz and I hook back up on guitar and bass with ground breaking idea for new cosmic music ( Read more... )