its weird how things change.
& how people change.
life works out in such weird ways.
i dont even know.

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. ( Read more... )

MARC YOU ARE SNAZZY.

I have learned these past 4 months that friendship means more than anything, and really, as long as you have your friends, you can get by in life. I appreciate everything my friends have done for me, and without them i probobly wouldnt be here right now. You guys have always had my back when ive wanted to just shut down and quit, and you wouldnt ( Read more... )

"Sometimes its easier to pretend than face my feelings. Sometimes its easier to try and make it alone, rather than risk getting hurt again. Sometimes its easier to be numb towards certain people so i dont let them get to close. But when i act numb towards you, it doesnt mean i dont care, it means i care to much."

im extremely depressed.
& i am so grateful for every friend i have.
you all are the best people alive.

this year has been so drama filled.
i have reached my breaking point.
i cant handle any more bad things.
i have never been this miserable, ever.

last night i went to the backstreet boys concert. ahhhhh it was soo good :) even if it was thundering and lightning and pouring like crazy. it was awesome. and kevin got SO cute. it was such a good night :)

its already august 10th.

where the hell did summer go?

Not much has been going on lately.

besides haveing this new love for laguna beach.
im obsessed.
and yes i know it makes me a hypocrite for saying this.
i used to be the #1 hater of that show.
but now im hooked!

today i  hung out with shane tommy and zach.
i love those boys.
shane brought me burger king.
hes the best ( Read more... )

I have had a very good past few days ( Read more... )