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so i got back from mexico friday...
what an experience
totally changed my outlook on things...i cant even explain it
but seeing how little people had...and how much FAITH they had through it was unbelievable
it made me appreciate things like water, a hot shower, a toilet that flushes toilet paper, a bed, a cheeseburger, a dollar, clothes, and SO much ( Read more... )

so i just got back from cheerleading camp in pc tonight ( Read more... )

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so boys suck. theyre only out to walk all over you. to kiss you, and then overnight not be interested anymore. i hate how they make you fall for them and then crush you ( Read more... )

so i just got in a really weird but good mood ( Read more... )

so life isnt going as planned right now..
but i guess it rarely does

i hate feeling not good enough for my parents
i hate how they dont trust me...
and how they dont think ive changed
i hate how they think im the same person i was a year ago
i hate the yelling and fighting and lecturing EVERY night
i hate the rules
and the criticizing of every single move ( Read more... )

so yeah...i havent updated in like two weeks...or commented on anyones journals...sorry guys ive been extra busy!

first off, i wanna apologize to everyone for the dramatic post that caused all that drama...that was not a good way to handle it, and God has definitely been showing me that i handled that whole problem WAY wrong, so im so sorry to ( Read more... )

so im at home on a lot of medicine ( Read more... )

this is gonna be a venting post so dont read if you dont want too..
im sick of my school. im sick of the fake people. im sick of those girls who are only out for themselves, and if that means backstabbing you, as long as it benefits them, they dont care. im sick of  non-genuine people who ACT like they care but they could care less and will just go ( Read more... )