Don't you understand that you give me nothing to hold on to. I feel so crushed and hopeless and I don't know why. It's weird that it's been 2 months. And that I'm over it. And that I'm honestly completely in like with someone else. Probably more than I ever was with you. It's just done. And when you try to pull me back it still tugs on my heart and ( Read more... )

I've honestly never felt so lost. Or so all around discouraged by life. I just feel tired. Like I don't want to do it anymore. Everyday feels pointless, everything feels like so much work. Nothing feels fun or right. I'm scared for life an for myself and I'm just sad. I want to wake up one day and feel happy again. Feel content. Because as of right ( Read more... )

People keep taking my mind off you like maybe I'm not suppose to think about you anymore. Every time I'm about to break something happens. When I'm juuuuust about to lose it and give up something stops me. I don't know what it is and I don't know why. And I miss being held by you so much. I realized that we were a lot cuter than I thought. :) A ( Read more... )

Sometimes I'm stunned into inaction and I can't really move or breathe or remember anything and my life doesn't feel like my life. And I should go to sleep but I can't and I should study but I can't. And you're just out there living and going on but what are you? I feel as if you're a stranger but I knew you best of all. And I feel so alone. I ( Read more... )

Where are you? I don't even know you anymore..

How I feel today.. I love the daily cries. No really, I do. Who doesn't like to "have a good cry every once and a while." Ugh forget that crap. Seriously, nobody wants a good cry. Honest. I only cry when I'm feeling completely hopeless or empty. And I never really feel better when it's over, I just feel weak. And lame. And I'm so so sad still. And ( Read more... )

I am SO mad at you. SO SO SO FUCKING PISSED. I don't get it how could you not even try where are you and what are you doing and why don't you care and how come this is all so easy for you and i could tell you to get out and you could just go and never look back and never even try and not text me or call me or show up where i am to talk to me or do ( Read more... )

your biggest regret is becoming mine too. this is so difficult and my life feels so empty. nothing is turning out how i planned. i am freaking outtt.

friends are friends are friends and friends and they always will be in a way ( Read more... )

Everybody gets happy to visit home to see everyone they had to leave behind. But I lost the only thing I really left behind the day before I moved, so coming home is just depressing. It's the shocking realization that I set my life on something inconstant and there's nothing for me here now. Not only that, but I have to deal with it here. I've been ( Read more... )