I don't know why, I feel like crying all of a sudden. It hurts again. Why does this happen? Why do I get so emotional? I hate it when I have time to think. I hate it when I realize the place that I put myself in. I bury to much of what I feel, and it does me no good. I wish I could express myself more often, but I can't. Something keeps me locked, ( Read more... )

Okay, so listen, I rarely get sick and now, all of a sudden, I have the worst illness EVAR! My throat is extremely swollen(my adnoids are swollen), I'm running a fever, my ears hurt, and I haven't eaten in two days. Now, I can deall with some of that, but the fact that I haven't eaten is seriously killing me. When I don't eat, it leads to passing ( Read more... )

Its just another night,
Just another day.
Breathe.
Dont let it get to you,
Just another boy,
Just another dissapointment.
Too many walls protecting you from sight,
Keeping you from harm.
Just breathe like you always do,
Throw it over your shoulder,
and Let go.

:(

I'm so sure that I never write on livejournal anymore because of all the drama that it creates, and somehow I just got a message that someone "anonymously" left saying "you're a dirty fag." WTF?!?!

I know, i'm actually updating, scary, lol. I'm really depressed now. For the last month or so I've been very bad w/ money. I keep spending it w/o even thinking. Usually I save save save, but I while back I decided I needed to buy some new clothes, and in the past month I spent ( Read more... )

Honostly, sometimes I just don't understand why it is so easy for people to so constantly retarded. Why is it, that people have a habit of stoping replying to text messages when ur in the middle of a conversation? Why is it that when you invite people out and they get all excited and say they are going, but when you call them they conveniently don' ( Read more... )

YAY! Its TIGER'S Birthday! Happy 21st TIGER!

I never thought that I would ever be that person who gets their feelings hurt from being in love, but I am. Regardless of how long I knew Mike, I really don't think I can get over him. Whether its the fact that he is my first real boyfriend, or the first person I've ever been with, I just can't get him out from the back of my mind. I love the idea ( Read more... )

Has anyone else noticed that whenever I update anymore, the text tends to be mainly about boys? Oh well, thats just where my attention is at right now, lol. I've decided that all I want in a relationship right now is just a really REALLY hot guy to make out with and have sex with, thats all I'm in the mood for right now cuz I can't stand the ( Read more... )

Why do they always have to be so fickle and so confusing??? I always have to be the one to drag things out of them and figure out whats really on their mind. Ugh, I'm just so damn tired of dealing with them. From now on I'm going to be the bitch in the relationship and I'm gonna play with their emotions. I would like to see how they like being ( Read more... )