So I know I've been a little MIA again. Work has been stressful with the transfer and it's just been a greater overall focus in my life. In some sense I don't hate it, I can see more how people can get lost in their work but I also don't feel like I have the luxury of focusing like that. I need to get back into school, I need to have a social life ( Read more... )

Well, another bad start to a week. I slept well last night, had a reasonable work day, felt like I had energy and everything. Came home and passed out ( Read more... )

So another weekend has come and gone. I was actually able to add a few people to my client list this week so I feel less stressed about getting everything in/on time. I feel a little more peaceful about it as a whole. I still find myself staying up and pushing the clock, expecting myself to do something fulfilling and satisfying that somehow makes ( Read more... )

Moose ( Read more... )

I dont think I mentioned this before but I started seeing a therapist. It's 1. Part of my program and 2. I've always wanted the experience and 3. I think I really need one ( Read more... )

There is this guy in my college who keeps dropping that he has 3 masters and 4 bachelors degrees ( Read more... )

I spend all day thinking "can't wait to get home and relax" I get home, watch and episode or two of tv, eat, take a nap, then go "now what" for about 3 hours before becoming engrossed in something 5 minutes before I have to go to bed. :

So I've started to put my phone in airplane mode while I sleep - Life. Changer.

I didn't realize how often emails texts etc would wake me up at 3 in the morning and instantly fill my head with work dread. It can all wait for when I turn it back on in the morning.

You know it sucks that whenever I have a lot going on in my life that this journal is the first thing that gets ignored. I think sometimes I feel like I'm so overdue I need to come and write a big report about what happened ( Read more... )

So I'm in a little bit of trouble. Somewhere in the past couple of months my boss has gone from mildly annoyed to absolutely hating my guts ( Read more... )