[fic] Yours

[kajornwan]

Title: Yours
Rating: NC-17
Warning: I think me writing Yoh is enough warning to the Yx F fans, but this is my view of him that I like a lot. This story takes place just after Fei Long was released from prison, and Yoh has yet to discover his feelings for Fei. For my fellow Mik x Fei fans, no Mik this time (but I am still wholeheartedly at your

Comments

[eprime]

I really liked this, particularly your characterization of Yoh. Lovely work.

[kajornwan]

A compliment from a fellow writer is always most flattering. Thank you for stopping by to let me know you enjoyed the fic and nice to meet you ^_^

[eprime]

It's a pleasure. :)

[char_comet]

It's really lovely ^_^
And do not tell you aren't able to write good stuff of Fei/Yoh because even in your Mikhail / Fei Long fics, whenever Yoh is involved, you always portray him very well ^_-

[kajornwan]

Thank you. I'm just inscure about writing something for the Yoh x Fei fans, because you know, when I wrote Yoh it was in a MikxFei fic and the crowd is different. But now that it seems it's not so bad, I feel more confident ^_^

[portisheart]

"Would you prefer that I am straight or gay?" LOL.. that is really total selfless, innit? we all know how in today's work market flexibility is an asset XD

it's funny how you manage to make Yoh a completely obedient subordinate and exceedingly arrogant at the same time. i think his morning absence, even if legitimate for security task, should have been announced - hence it was Yoh's way of bringing home to his dear boss that he wan't expendable.. emotional blackmail, much?

thx for the fic! i'll catch up with y'all and your worx, i didn't even open my friends page for weeks/months. *hugz*

[kajornwan]

Lol well, it's not really meant to be selfless, it was Yoh being a prick, indirectly throwing it back in Fei's face to make him realize he was out of line XD But then again, I'm not sure if Fei truly asked him to be one he would disagree

[portisheart]

"pathethic, indecisive, depressed, selfless (which is not a virtue in my stud book)"

LOL, finally 1 thing we both agree about men XD

y'know, i myself wonder if being that kind of arrogant'd kill him in real chinese triad surroundings.. same as "how does Fei show his leadership", or just being an organied crime boss, but fine and educated, coming from a rich family but in hongkong etc etc. i wish i could read good information about how "those" chinese thugs are, the boss and a high subordinate like Yoh - i don't mean the low-level ones with the cig at the lips, nor the xtra fat old perv ones you both see in cheap movies.. i think i can picture Mik and russians better, being european.

btw - nothing to do with it, but in my late dwellings in found this book cover: my own legend: "Fei Long & Mik, in their early 20' or late teens, if they weren't into crime, just normal guys". XD
pl nunn's cover artyeah.. Alex.. i read the bits info, and commented in feilove. very sad. i remember when del had a crisis, and wasn't it alex who first

[delwynmarch]

i remember when del had a crisis, and wasn't it alex who first invited her to come, then fell sick and couldn't? so del never went over i guess.. she must have been devastated as she heard.

Yes, she only had time to invite me over, and then right away fell sick and never reappeared online. So I had a strong feeling she must at the very least be extremely ill, because I couldn't imagine that she wouldn't have at least sent me a PM in all those months. So no, I never went there, but her gesture still freed me in my head and I was able to find my own way out of my crisis. It was still awful when my worst fears were confirmed though...

[delwynmarch]

If that's how you write this pairing... then I want more, more, MOAR of it!!! Because holy cow, that was intellectually/emotionally HOT!

You already know that I looooove your Yoh to pieces, but he was absolutely amazing here *_* ! So strong and so disciplined, to the point of nearly-unfailingly denying his own emotions in the name of his duty: that's Yoh, that's exactly him. And the pride you infuse in him, and which is the main difference between yours and mine, is impossibly sexy in the particular circumstances you put him in here.

And Fei Long! Silly, rash, unstable Fei Long, who cannot resist a challenge and then inevitably regrets falling for it. That's just him, isn't it? Spot on, as always.

And now that you've so masterfully demonstrated that you DO understand the essence of Yoh/Fei, I'll be waiting for you to write your own version of that Holy Grail of Fei Long multishippers: Yoh/Fei/Mik ;) Only Alex dared tackle that one - and what a shame that those fics are now lost forever...

Oh, by the way:

The man was too strong

[kajornwan]

I'm so glad you liked it. And your approval is enough to keep the option of writing them open! Thanks to Alex who showed me the way to see this pairing in a better light. And I have to admit, now that I've imagined them like this, I actually found the image of Yoh standing half naked in Fei's room looking all proud and stubborn too hot for Mik's sake. (damn, I want to see that drawn and colored

[delwynmarch]

nd I have to admit, now that I've imagined them like this, I actually found the image of Yoh standing half naked in Fei's room looking all proud and stubborn too hot for Mik's sake. (damn, I want to see that drawn and colored!)

Heh heh :) Yoh never looks better than when he's beaten to a pulp (physically or mentally) and yet insists on silently and stubbornly standing tall and strong (see also: Naked Truth Zero *drools*)

Fei, baby, you don't even need Asami, you have TWO award-winning studs Aki can only dream about!

It's not any kind of news that Fei can't see what's right under his nose :D

if it comes from me it would probably turn out to be some epic tragic love triangle where Mik dies at the end and Yoh gets Fei who forever mourns Mik that takes another five years to write- damn, that is making me itch like hell. Oh the drama!

Well, if I remember well, Alex wrote the other side of that story, no? With Yoh dying and Mik having to comfort Fei?

But that said, I'm also itching to continue this piece and see what happens when

[portisheart]

hey ^_^ - just wanna say hi since i just see you here! still have to catch up with ev'one, read all LJs of friends - a ton of entries i guess.
been @school + a lot onscreen reading/gaming, neglected y'all *sorry*. hope u're fine *megahugs*

[c11]

you really did a great job portraying the characters. It gave a bitter feet moment to read the story. I'm just truly sad for the loss of Alex, for her family and friends.

[kandamio]

First of all: Happy birthday, Fei ^^!
Thank you very much for this masterpiece! I've never been so much of a YxF fan, but it was so well written that I couldn't help but reading it twice in a row ^^. The characterisation was just perfect, very realistic <3. And drunk Fei is just... drunk Fei, as I can't seem to find a better description <3...
I didn't know Alex (and I regret it, as a Fei fan TT), but she was very lucky to have a friend like you, and I'm sure she'd have been glad to have you writing her favourite pairing. And I'm sure she'd be even happier, should you continue forever to spread Fei love to everyone...please <3? (yeah, I know, my english sucks... ><). Thanks again ^^!

[kajornwan]

Well, I'm wholeheartedly a Mik x Fei and don't intend to turn anything else in this life time, but I have to admit YxF is also a great pairing that's worth cheating over from time to time ^_^ I'm really glad you enjoyed it. It wasn't my first time writing Yoh, but writing him with Fei for the sake of Yoh x Fei is new to me and it means a lot when I know that it's acceptable. Thank you for stopping by to let me know.

Alex was very private and doesn't share her fics publicly, believing that they are not good enough which is why not a lot of people get to read them. All of her posts have been deleted but I managed to keep some in the Fei fanbook we made for sensei a few years back that can be downloaded at the end of this post here ( http://baby-fei.livejournal.com/51199.html) if you're interested.

[kajornwan]

It's good to see you and I'm glad you like the characterization. I'm still very sad about Alex and I think of her all the time, everyday. But now I want to remember her with a smile for the memories we shared. She would have wanted that.

*hugs* anf take care.