I. HATE. HIM.
Dammit, I hate him. ARRRRGGGGHHHHH!

ps. I don't actually hate him, I just hate how worked up I can get over him.
pps. Nah, I actually hate him.

my mind is playing a broken record and its looping this horrible chain of questions: "why hasn't he called yet? is he busy? does he not want me to see me? is he out macking on other girls in a nasty club? does he have other plans? why would he have other plans if i said i was going to come over? is he sitting at home waiting for me to show up? why ( Read more... )

ACKKK! I haven't posted in so long! And LJ has worked out so many of its little bugs (crappy autosave, malfunctioning embedded pictures etc.) I'm not sure why I'm posting again all of a sudden but it's definitely 95% for myself. I was rereading some of the previous entries and they bring up so many memories, and besides, its easier than writing in ( Read more... )

grrrr....over-analyzing sucks balls.
addictive compulsive behaviour.
i wish he would just msg already, so i'm not the gigantic idiot. again.

Scottish Chef Gordon Ramsay. His foul-mouthed cocky demeanor turns me on. Bloody 'ell.

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So who's this anonymous person who keeps commenting? I have this inkling that perhaps LJ hires these ppl to comment on inactive accounts so that they might venture back into the world they were once addicted to. Unfortunately, I've become an transfer addict, and my new nicotine is facebook. Go figure ( Read more... )

Cuba, someday you will see me in this. Someday, haha.


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... which leads to anti-socialism, which leads to escaping reality via TV-indulgence, which eventually leads to a fat ass and suicidal thoughts; actually suicidal thoughts are intermittently dispersed between the phases ( Read more... )

in a very obscure journal, but since my work is obscure....DAMN, I'm excited!!!

I love my boss. LOVE.

Btw, Anna, if you read this, Carla Bruni has some pretty good tunes that I think you would like.

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