I am trying to read about taking down Monsanto and cannot help but wonder what the hell it will do about anything. When did I become such a miserable human being?

when so many pop songs seem to effectively describe my life right now. Eff you, Toxic. Stop being so accurate.

I may go ahead and get a PhD.

are for sure creeping me the fuck out. they are just chilling there hanging over the couch wiggling away. So far over the bounds of his space and right into mine! dangling over my chair. pointing at me.

I can only say this here because this is the only place he can't find me.

but seriously I really hate jared's creepy feet right now.

but can't I just have it both ways.

this will most likely be unproductive, seeing as I'm sitting in the middle of the room and even though no one is here, I am still painfully aware that they will be ( Read more... )

has it ever occurred to you shiny, doe-eyed kiddies that you might just be growing up and out?

I threw away six pots of glitter today. cherished pink eyeshadow. brown lipsticks. black nail polish. fake eyelashes. red eyeliner.

but I kept the graffiti green.

this will be good for me.

but until then...

I'm just going to keep picking fights

because my belly is trying to eat itself.

So I saw my father for the first time in many, many years today. He is a nice man. witty. but battle-scarred. awkward. the demons were still inside him, but he has control of them for now. I would like to get to know this man...I only have a few memories of him ( Read more... )

I have only ever been this happy once, before. This time there is no preset expiration. Even though you have your ideas of how life should be lived, the beauty of this life we are building together is undeniable. I can't even say everything I want to say because it would just come out a mountain of mushiness, and I'm sure everyone would lose their ( Read more... )