I only have five minutes but I have that itching feeling. GO ( Read more... )

I am so annoyed right now, and for no valid reason. And I have no right to feel this way. No right at all ( Read more... )

I don't know why I am so upset today ( Read more... )

I miss you so much more than usual today.

What are you doing right now, I wonder.

Fucking ache.

I'm very busy. I've got so much to do what with snooping, and staring and pretending. Busy busy busy ( Read more... )

I don't want to go you idiot!! I want to shake you from this foolishness. But I can't. And I'm not going to try. See, I can learn from my mistakes.

I hate falling asleep because I dream about you and when I wake up I expect you to be in my arms but your not...it's just that bear.

Everything is gray and blurry under missing you.

This is my favorite Jesse. The one who talks with me in low voices . The one whose breathing quickens when I stroke his hair. Whose skin is pressed so tightly against mine. The Jesse no one but me gets to experience, the one who kisses my forehead and whispers "I love you sweetheart" before drifting off to sleep ( Read more... )

But you know me, I can never throw anything away ( Read more... )

What the fuck is my problem? No, what is your problem? No, maybe no one has a problem. Maybe it's just that way. Que sera. I am inclined to believe this ( Read more... )

I google image your name, and I like that two pages of pictures show up. They are the same ones I've looked at the night before, but no matter. I read all of the articles and sigh ridiculous little sighs. I sit here thinking about how you are the cutest thing I've ever seen, even though I say that about all the boys. I lay in my bed, closing my ( Read more... )