I can't believe that we have come to this.

I guess my "real" dad is living in his car. still doing crack. drinking alot. no job. He told my mom he felt really bad for not recognizing me. She gave him the only picture she had of me in her purse, my 9th grade school photo. That made me cry. don't feel bad, just stop killing yourself! I want to go see him but I am so afraid of how it will make ( Read more... )

I don't need you anymore. so there.

because she's never been in love with you before

I'm trying to keep cool but everyone likes you
I'm not the only one...

A creepy guy tried to talk to me while leaving work today. I got scared and went back inside, then had a big guy walk me to my car. !

I MISS ALICIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like a huge part of me is missing. My other half. It is my fault too. I'm a fuck-up, and I deserve what I get.

Will this hurt ever go away?

don't think about it. stop thinking about it. you are torturing yourself. why can't you STOP THINKING ABOUT IT.

Do you even understand what has been taken from me before you make me feel bad about the way I am reacting? My entire group of friends. All of them. They are your's now. Their leader hates me and we have split, so she chooses you. And you have her to keep you company and kiss and fondle, so you only need my the few days a week you aren't hanging ( Read more... )

Curious about my comment stats, I did the same thing Steve did. Guess who comments the most in my journal? ME. Yep. Hell of embarrassing.