so i know i always say this but my life really SUCKS right now.

sunday my bf and I were on our way back home from camping. We were driving down a narrow mountain road with fresh rain-he drives fast. We hit a slippery spot in the road and his truck flipped over once, skidded on his side and landed on the very edge of the mountain cliff. It continued ( Read more... )

 
I love my bf but I want to punch him. I went on a road trip with him and his family and they kept making christian/mormon jokes and crap and going on about how dumb they are. My bf in perticular didnt refrain from joining in and making some hurtful ones himself. The problem: I'm a christian/ex mormon and he knows it! He's made jokes and remarks in ( Read more... )

Ok I just have to vent here.  I am so pissed off. My bf's best friend just recently came back ito town. He called me thurs saying his friend would be visiting him where he works on fri. Anfd that he wanted to hang out with him this weekend since they havnt seen each other in 6mo. or whatever. He also says thst when he gets back into town he'll be ( Read more... )

So I really just want to say thank you all for reading and responding.  I truly appreciate it.. Its so nice to know that at least someone is listening, even if the're invisible.  Thatts all.

I want to die. I have no  one to call a friend, no  real family and my boyfreind alone is not enough. Besides I only see him on the weekends. I'm afraid I'd go crazy if we broke up because I already feel so bad now. I sat at home alone on 4thJuly. I's not like I didn't try. I called nearly everyone I know. I got nowhere. I'm afraid  I pushed my ( Read more... )

So I feel pretty shitty, my moods have been fluctuating and I 've had sudden uncontrollable waves of depression, anger, depression and inferiority this week. Maybe I do need meds but I just don't want to play that game anymore. I fear that I'm pusjing my bf away with my crazyness. Things bother me, he notices and asks, then everyhting comes gushing ( Read more... )

So its been about 6 weeks without any meds. The herbals seem to be enough.  Maybe I don't even really need them. I hav'nt crashed yet. We'll see. I know 2 people who's boyfriends just broke up with them. I love mine so much.. I really hope it doesn"t happen to me too. I can't help but get freaked out by stuff like that ( Read more... )

so I hav'ent been taking my prescriptions, just some herbals and I actually feel great! This is wierd but I feel really happy and much clearer too. I hope it lasts. 

Does anyone ever feel like they have a hard time living through the present? I've noticed I most of my  time either dwelling on the past or predicting worst case scenarios about the future but hardly ever just live in the moment. My mind is always somewhere else.

Hello, I just joined this community in an attempt to vent and well, maybe get some advice. I've been in a relationship for about 9mo. now and my boyfriend is terrific-my type to a T(not perfect) but -nearly everything I've always wanted/liked in a guy. But its not enough. I'm still miserable inside. I have always had problems w/ jealousy and with ( Read more... )