oh south carolina was so great. we went to the beach every day and it was sunny and 70-80 degrees. ohhhhhhh how lovely it was. and old people are so nice and great and really funny because they're all deaf and they just say funny things. and we played mah-jong and went shopping and i got new pants. and me and laurie complained to each other about ( Read more... )

so life's pretty good i guess. i've heard people say that other people are changing and i agreed but i came to the realization that most of the time its just me realizing people for who they really are. and it sucks because they're actually someone different than i had built them up to be in my mind or who i thought they were. and it sucks, but its ( Read more... )

my fucking mp3 player broke. i got it less than a year ago. thats two hundred fucking dollars gone. down the drain. wasted. useless. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

quebec was funn. all the stuff we did was cool. i hung out with joe the whole time. jake said we were "rekindled".... whatever that means. i dont' know, i dont' care ( Read more... )

ski team's like over. its so sad!! but next week is the best week ever. tuesday is a late start and then i have a dentist appointment getting me out at like 1, and then wednesday and thursday i'm at states. well wednesday = shopping.. i mean training, and thursday = racing. ohhhhhhh excitement ( Read more... )

why can't anyone let anything go?

mmmmm too bad i don't have anything to talk about ( Read more... )

i have just written about 3 pages worth of stuff, but have erased it all because it all just goes in circles and contradicts itself and when i re-read it sounds stupid. i do that every single time i update this thing. but the main point of it was about having a passion and have it consume your life and not have anything else in your life. the ups ( Read more... )

my birthday's on thursday. the big fifteen... finally. well not really. age doesn't really matter unless its like gross where a guy's like 180 and the girls like 15 and they're like "we're in love" ahemm, no. or like with things like driving, voting, and drinking. everyone else will have their licenses, and well, i won't. but then when i turn ( Read more... )

my dad broke my computer. he killed it.
and it won't be fixed for another week. huh. oh well.
WHAT THE HECK.

all because he had to shut on and off the power to the office about 5 times yesterday, A) preventing me from using my beloved computer all day yesterday. and B) frying the power supply.
now if this was one of his four precious computers, this ( Read more... )