i am changing. small things that will make a big difference down the road. i really had to sit down alone and think. spending that time inside my head helped me to see it. so far so good ( Read more... )

i still feel empty sometimes. a weird hollowness in the pit of my stomach. frustration, fear, exhaustion, anxiety, hurt, paranoia... fill a different part of me on a daily basis. i'm always left with that "nothing" feeling on top of it. i'm not depressed but its an awkward loneliness that is hard to describe ( Read more... )

Today I was suppose to go to NY at 9AM for a Staffing Overview meeting. The whole HR department was there. School, unfortunately, comes first. If this wasn't Summer Session, I would have gone. Everything is crammed into such a short amount of time that missing one class would be critical. We were also reviewing for the first test so, I'm happy I ( Read more... )

my mom's graduation was tonight at rider. the rain held off ( Read more... )

my first week is complete and i know that the worst is
over.

today, in katie's words,
i feel alive.
this is the first day
in a long time
that i feel real.
not high,
not desperate for money,
not stupid,
just me.
i listen to myself breath
and i blink slowly.

i actually realize how amazing the world is
sober

Aside from school and work being really busy, things have been going really really well. Although I wish the weather would be nicer for Spring Break, I am enjoying not having class ( Read more... )

There is one particular internship offered in our Lawrenceville office that is for college students with marketing majors. Interviews are starting soon. There are other internships available, please check them out as they are all great opportunities.

Please let me know ASAP if you are interested in this and/or any other job/internship.

SIRIUS ( Read more... )

i was hoping the snow would be more significant and i was disappointed when it wasn't. i threw up wednesday morning but i went to class anyway. i made sure i didn't eat anything just in case. getting ready to leave mercer, i thought i was going to get sick but the feeling passed. i went to work to book jason's flight, hotel, and rental car for his ( Read more... )

i woke up at 4:30am monday morning and puked my little guts out ( Read more... )

Yesterday someone told me that I may have saved someone’s life.
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