i can't figure out whether the numbness is good or bad.

i leave for north carolina in a few hours and i haven't slept in a fewv days.
its going to be a long drive.

i'm having serious trouble getting my thoughts out.

THIS IS JUST ANOTHER AUTO DRAFT ENTRY FROM BACK IN... WHENEVER SPRING SEMESTER STARTED (JANUARY? MAYBE). I HAVE NO IDEA JUST WANTED TO POST FOR RECORD. I CAN'T BELIEVE SOME OF THE SHIT I WOULD START WRITING JUST TO COME BACK MONTHS LATER TO FIND IT STILL HERE.

Fall 2008 Semester GradesMAT108 - Topics in Math: B ( Read more... )

so much as happened ( Read more... )

THIS ENTRY WAS WRITTEN DECEMBER 11, 2008. IT AUTO SAVED MY DRAFT AND I DECIDED TO POST IT FOR MYSELF.back in the day, students from other classes always had to make cards (which always took up 3 days of religion class) for the ones making their confirmation. i distinctly remember my card being on red construction paper, folded uneven. ryan derby ( Read more... )

math test i didn't study for: 80 ( Read more... )

i have not been on here since my last entry which was over two months ago. i logged into my myspace for the first time in a a little over a month too. i have used my computer for school work and not much else ( Read more... )

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well, sean left tuesday. although they weren’t great, the “surprise” parties were still a success and that’s all that matters. we all walked away with pictures and memories. sean came to visit me at work before he was leaving. he held me for a long time in the parking lot and i didn’t want to let go. it just felt so good to be in his arms. i didn’t ( Read more... )

HORSE OF COURSE ( Read more... )