Something a little too deep for Tuesday morning...

[kaleidoscopes]

Lately, I've had this deep urge to post quite a bit here. Sometimes it just hits me and I know I have to say something right then and there. It's quite odd... I've never really had this feeling before. I appologize ahead of time for posting/rambling too much... but it's my journal so deal. I just kinda feel like this is one of the few things I

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[nuttyvegan]

[[[[Brandi]]]]
I'm thinking of you, and will keep on reading you no matter what, no matter where. ♥

[kaleidoscopes]

Thanks, Celine. I know you understand... And that means the world to my heart.

<3

[purpig]

Never feel stupid for your feelings. It's how you feel, and that is important.

[kaleidoscopes]

True.

I called you last night.

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[purpig]

I was not home when you called. :(

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[kaleidoscopes]

Yeah, you're never home when I call. And I've even started leaving messages. Proud of me?

Assface. :-P

[choebe]

*Tori sighs* : /

It's starting to feel like an Under the Pink day over here. I should go get that CD out of my room.

*Hugs BoJandi*

[kaleidoscopes]

*nods* Under the Pink is a good selection... I'm about to put in Little Earthquakes here. Or maybe even Live-Still Orbiting. *shrug*

*huggles Hedder* Thanks for being there. <3

[machiko3377]

i love you girl. i hate to know that you are hurting. it hurts my heart as well.
i know the past can be awful, but i hope you can let some of that stuff go. i know you hold stuff very dear to you and are very sensitive. but that's what makes you amazing, but also what hurts you so much sometimes. i hope that that burden can be lifted off of you, at least the painful part of it.
i hope your tuesday remains un-swamped and pesky student free. :)
*huggles*
jess

[kaleidoscopes]

Wow, Jess... Thanks. It can be awful but I do have to let it go. I don't even know how to begin that process but I need to. *sigh*

I hope it's good too... Enjoy your last few days at work. Lucky girl. ;-) You have to take lots and lots of pics in FL for me, K?! *snuggles*

<3

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[machiko3377]

i will take MASSIVE amounts of pics. i'm taking my digital camera and my laptop so at the end of each day i can load pics onto my pc and free up my memory card. :-p i'm such a nerd.
the beginning of letting go is always the hardest, but then you get in the swing of it and it gets easier. it's a daily, hourly, and every minute struggle for me. i just have to keep pressing on towards the future with a cheery outlook and try not too look back so much. :)

[crantz]

Months, I think. I had one deleted for six months and it was still there when I needed a code...

[kaleidoscopes]

Thanks. That's what I'm thinking... Knowing my luck, they'll delete it right away but we'll see. I'm not sure of anything just yet.

Thanks.