Something a little too deep for Tuesday morning...

[kaleidoscopes]

Lately, I've had this deep urge to post quite a bit here. Sometimes it just hits me and I know I have to say something right then and there. It's quite odd... I've never really had this feeling before. I appologize ahead of time for posting/rambling too much... but it's my journal so deal. I just kinda feel like this is one of the few things I

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[megamike]

You'll get through this, Brandi. You're stronger than you realize. I have tons and tons of faith in you. *huggles*

[kaleidoscopes]

Thanks for having faith in me. It pulls me through some pretty rough times.

[moonskrye]

yeah, the past can sometimes be painful, sometimes excruciatingly so *snuggles*
we haven't known each other that long, and everyday i am learning more of you..you have this super kind spirit that draws me in like a magnet...never be ashamed of your feelings/thoughts, they make you who you are and brandikins you are dreamy :)
this is your journal, use it in any shape or form that feels comfortable for you..it is your tool, those of us that get to watch/participate are the ones blessed to do so.

*huggles* i hope the da#$@#!@#$%%!@#@# students dont bother you too much today...uhm *points up* did i spell that word right ;)

[kaleidoscopes]

Wow... Thanks, Roni... That means a lot. I'm really drawn to you. You're sweet, thoughtful and a very deep person. You just really make me smile endlessly... Thank you so much.

They definitely haven't been bugging me as much as they were yesterday. *laughs* I thinkyou spelled everything right. *snuggles*

<3 Thanks! For being you. ;-)

[styggian]

Wherever it is I stil want to feel like I am a part of your life by reading about it.
Always be there :)

[kaleidoscopes]

Thanks, Brian. *huggles* You're so rad.

[xsyntrik]

Dear dear Brandi, I have known you such a short time that I really don't know much of what is going on and what is causing you such pain. So many of the words you write I can relate to so in some ways I completely understand. More importantly I adore you, your spirit and energy. You are a wonderful person as far as I am concerned. I am thinking about you and wishing for positive things to happen in your life.
*hugs you tight*

[kaleidoscopes]

Thanks, Devan. Just you being there, understanding and caring really means the world to me.

*blush* I adore you too. You've come close to my heart in the short time I've known you and I look forward to getting to know you more.

Thanks for the positive thoughts. *hugs* You so rawk. ;-)

[cutesox]

I love you, so I'm going to say this: Good therapy teaches you to repeat this mantra over and over: The past is the past. I can't change it so I've gotta move on.

Stop reading those old journal entries. Focus on all that is good in your life right now and all the exciting upcoming changes. Let the past go. if I lived in the past, I'd never get out of bed in the mornings.

You are a good person. I am not the only person that thinks so, but I know an important person who doesn't - you! Believe in yourself!