I have decided to quit lifejournal and just write a book of beatiful letters for people to read when i'm gone. Letters to family, friends, my daughter to read when she's my age and to the man I'll fall in love with so crazily one day that I'll marry. So that's where I'll be.

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ATTENTION!! I am in search of a time mashine. You see, i didn't learn the lesson from Maria enough to know that when you are TRYING to dye your hair dark brown.. it'll turn out black. So if you can please help me go back in time like 4 hours to when my hair wasn't black i'd compleatly appreciate it. I hate my guts for doing this and making myself ( Read more... )

well i've decided somthing. Belly rings are not cool. Well i thought they were last night when i started digging a hole through my stomace to have one of my very own but now, all of this time later, i hate them. all of them. i can't get the stupid ring through the second hole for the life of me. ( shhh don't tell mi madre.. she'll kill me for ( Read more... )

mmm the comfortable feel of keys under my fingers again. I just realized somthing i do. When i write on livejournal I always close the door to my room... no one can hear the words screaming from underneath my keys and no one is ever here to look at what im saying... but the door is always closed. ( This came to my attention because as i started to ( Read more... )

Have you ever heard the phrase " you dont know what you have until it's gone?" have you ever been a snot-nosed kid with someone to look up to? Has anyone made a significant impact on your life and you didnt even realize it until after they had changed you? Have you ever had a garentee to laugh with someone so hard everytime you talk to them that ( Read more... )

best phrase to summerize me right now? A Monet of emotion. Maria is leaving... and I am actually very devestated about it. I made it through another sucessful week of school... i'm actually starting to love it... THAT is a weird feeling. I'm busy with yearbook, the " Get Real" series with Jason, classes and work ( not to mention leadership in Nexus ( Read more... )

After I was logged off, and computer shut down, I had another thought:

Is it terrible that despite everything I think and feel... all i want to do is crawl into his arms and just wish he still cared about me?... I want to be special... not to just soemone, but him agian....?

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Awesome. So I'm pretty sick and tierd of a certain friend. I'm sure everyone I know is pretty sick of hearing me talk about him but my relationship used to be sooo important to me. I would drop anything for him. Suddenly though he's Mr BadAss Big Man on Campus and I can't even have a normal conversation with him. Whether it seems lame to anyone ( Read more... )

WANTED: Maria Hardin. Tall and Fabulous. Last sceen in Mertile the getaway mobile. Wanted for abstract conversation and general presence. Was last sited on Sunday the 8th of August but she got away before we could catch her. She was known to make a mysterious phone call the night before she was sited to "stop by". Unfortunantly, due to technical ( Read more... )

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