I'm growing tierd of dumb people... observe::

"When I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean, I'd love to be skinny like that but not with all those flies and death and stuff." -Mariah Carey

My gosh have i been stupid. As always, it's not until the last minute, two in the morning, when I finally find what i'm looking for. I am absolutly captivated by reading the Xanga's of kids i know who are soo passionate about Jesus. It is so absolutly refreshing. It makes me want to throw up routine, throw up religion and staring at myself in the ( Read more... )

Well today was generally...sigh.. stressful. good and busy, but stressful. Shep and I woke up early from a long night of parting together. We we woke up and threw on some clothes 20 minutes before we were supposed to be leaving. My mom was a little frsutrated with us.. understandable. and then we ended up at shep's house at 9:30. we watched tv and ( Read more... )

Today I got along again and my whole world seemed okay. I hate that one person can make or break your day... or my day anyway. Dasies are all over my room in here.. the happy flower. I hope I have some friends at school this year. I hate eating lunch alone. I suppose Jesus will sit with me. Lastly I love sunshine.That's all for today ( Read more... )

(( This is a post I wrote in a notebook on a few days ago ( Read more... )

Randy and Jennifer had the sweetest wedding last night. I felt very pretty and everyone i saw looked so great. There's somthing about guys in slacks and ties that just does it for me. Um um um. It's a Dad-like image i guess. Well with the acception of my saddness over the loss of my Good friend BC, I was having a great time. After the wedding ( Read more... )

I just had the coolist dream and despite the fact that it's 10 in the morning and i can barley see this screen because my eyes are so blurry.. here it is ( Read more... )

I just read all of my freinds livejouranls then signed off. My urg to write a livejournal then surfaced so badly that I had to come back. I found myself ready to tell him about my whole day when i finally decided to just write it down here ( Read more... )

For the first time in a long time... everything around me seems so shallow and empty. I went on a crazy splurge yesterday and bought everything I liked at the mall. I hate money and I've always hated spending it. Much of it probably came from all of the nights growing up where we had none and it was very cold in my room hate so much that green ( Read more... )

So this is my really embarressing but sadly true prayer for the last couple weeks. " God? when am i gonna meet a nice guy? the first nice guy for me to date... ever? and when is a guy that i like that is actually nice gonna like me back?".... man does God answer prayers haha. three fold too lol. Here's a recount of my wonderful, wonderful day ( Read more... )