i have a new lj--
alazar_crimson

add me..!!!!!!

me and austin are going back out!!!! ive missed him so much. hopefully things are better this time. <3
im so extremely happy right now.
YAY!!

MODEST MOUSE TONIGHT.so exited.

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my mom doesnt belive me. me and my dad are just like, wtf? how can you not? and why would i lie about this type of thing? im really hurt that shed rather not belive me and think that larry is trying different methods to help my self esteim, a fucking 50 yr old shouldnt be helping me with that. how retarded would someone be. adn she talked to her ( Read more... )

Patience.

i wish i hadnt fucked things over. AGAIN. things just dont work out for me. and now i feel even more alone than i did in the first place. i realized why i am so dependent on other people, its because i have never been able to depend on anyone in my life, so now if i connect with someone, i start depending on them and weighing them down, i want to ( Read more... )

why must I ruin everything. with a sluring word, why must i become the girl I dispise most? why must i question every little detail in my life? why must i anylize shit untill i cry of self pity. why ( Read more... )

back at the padre's house. finally. my parents know about petafile larry...

my journal is now friends only.

anyone want to help me make a cool friends only sign thingy? and/or show me how to make links to post pics!

god all the words on the screen are really big. jesus