i like school until i remember that i still have to write papers and do homework and stuff. but painting is still fun. yah. i dont know. its still better than high school i guess ( Read more... )

life is good.
i found the cord to my cameras battery charger.
i hooked up my ipod to my computer and all my picturs are now back on my computer.
and to think i wasnt even going to put them on my ipod in the first place. now if it could just put all my music on my computer that would be frand. pretty sure it wont though. lame. eh cant win 'em all

definitely the busiest summer of my life. Washington to Hawaii to school to house sitting. i need a job. i need a license. anyways. school is good. painting class is a wonderful way to spend six hours a week. and i kind of surprised myself with taking a philosophy of religions course. who would have thought i would still be interested after it has ( Read more... )

lst night my mom woke me up from my nap at 10 to say something about homework and "whats that hamster doing in your closet? it freaked me out" hahaha. so she figured it out finally.jimmy jazz can see the light of day again. good thing. trying to clean his cage in secret was kind of hard.

my mom today said she thought my heart has hardened. shes just reiterating all the things that ive tried to say was just in my mind. i dont think ill be a very good person if i keep up what im doing now. i need to stop being so selfish and sheltered. i need to change. its funny how much i hate change but i dont even notice these really subtle ( Read more... )

i think im becoming more of a jerk.i think i need to start caring what people think more. well i do care but not in the good way. i care about stupid things. meh. i dont know. i have to do a current event. what i need to do is stop procrastinating.i cant concentrate though and i think i really want to talk to sunny. thats so random. but i miss her ( Read more... )

so new news for the summer. heres the deal ( Read more... )

this whole sleep thing really is overrated i believe. who needs it! thats what i say.
'well,' says i, 'i do.'

meh.

nonsensenonsensenonsense

that is my mind.

i take it back. sleep is vastly underrated. it is so necessary for the proper function of your brain, i am quick quick quickly discovering. it is so necessary that my mind is skipping

i cant sleep anymore. im at least slightly tired and i really want to sleep. but i just cant. i cant seem to come up with any good reasoning for this.

has time sped up lately?

is that really just my mind?

i really dont have to try. i probably should for like study habits or whatever. but i dont want to. it doesnt matter. truly. this is stupid. i want to be done with this now.