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in order for me to keep my mind off of the extreme chaos that is slowly (but most surely) wrecking havok on my home im making fantasic plans for my life. and instead of complaining about my family and how they all decide its a good idea to move home and continue to hate eachother im going to explain my new dreams.away we go ( Read more... ) -
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i seem to have a problem doing things that i need to do.
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i think my family is falling apart. everyone by themselves and together. nobody understands except me, or everyone understands except me and i just think i get it. either way its utterly overwhelming and i dont know how to deal with anything anymore. -
because its been long enough.
being alone just doesn't do it for me anymore. i need distractions, even if i don't want them and get generally annoyed by them anyway. i don't know what to do with myself. maybe i just need distractions to justify the fact that I'm getting nothing done that i need to be getting done. its easy to see that I'm doing the same thing i always do in ( Read more... ) -
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it just seems that sometimes you just need to experience things for yourself to reiterate your inproven thoughts about them. and i apparently do this too much. i should learn to trust my gut. -
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i decided today that im taking ona personal project to learn how to make real(looking) street signs and make a lot that say random things and put them up everywhere. it will be my own interpretation of grafitti ( Read more... ) -
i like following crowds
but i cant think of things to do. goals are useless in my life. they only last through the initial thought of them. -
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jenny had her baby. jenny had a fucking baby. never thought id be that person with the drug addict friend that has a baby just barely legal. not that jenny means anything less to me. i still love her. its just weird. shes a mom.someone i know whos younger than me is a mother.jesus ( Read more... ) -
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oh that girl. im not as mad as i thought i was. i think i jsut cant be mad at her for any real amout of time. anyways. im not going to explain this so dont bother. -
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i figured the whole feel of the past weeked would spill over to the week a little bit but it turns out things are jsut back to normal around here. im really happy its thanksgiving this week though so i ditn have to go too long without seeing these people again. except jacquie who doesnt like norcal anymore apparently. oh well. back to school. back ( Read more... )