Sure could use an entire bottle of Jack followed by several perscribed drugs right about now, I don't understand why i can't just have a normal life. will it help if I move out because I'm going to try to by March, I think it will but only a little I'm just tired of everything love being the main, thing why bother trying for a relationship with ( Read more... )

Mean, Nice what is the freakin difference either way I'm the same fucking person and knowone could careless right! SCREW IT!

I know you can see all so I know you will read this, Lord I have tried and tried to coupe with everything I miss you God in my life. I don't have much I never have but when I had you in my life it was like that didn't matter and I suddenly had everything, the world. Please lord you know waht my every hearts desire is, the only thing I want for ( Read more... )

You know what when I dissappear which I will I bet none of you will even fucking notice, and I'm going to POOF one day I will be gone I promise you that because I'm tired of all the bullshit and I just need peace and quiet and space. I'm tired of everything love, hate, pain it's all the same one giant sequance of fuck you, fuck off, I love you no ( Read more... )

So how do you tell if someone likes you or not? And how do you tell if someone no longer loves you or not, damn it's real fucking complicated isn't it. So yeah I like this girl still and I think she likes me probably not it's a 50/50 thing but you know how it is. I don't know what to do or how to respond to it she is sort of flirtatious towards me ( Read more... )

So yeah lately I have been feeling real good a lot better since you know what happened, I feel as though the world is open to me again and I can actually care, I can actually get something done, and believe it or not theres a few people to thank i won't name them they know who they are but thanks. Thanks for believeing in me, thanks for loving me ( Read more... )

Hope you enjoy your day and all the treats it shall be filled with I know I will :) And I can't wait until saturday :)

He sit's in his room, cold, alone, a bottle in one hand his phone in the other, he waits only for death because there is not much life left to live. Even his savior is disappointed in him, he has fallen, lost the battle he fought for so long only to dwell in the bottle, only to drink his tears. A life but lost to him, ever to be regained, you don't ( Read more... )

So yeah how do you? I mean it's like you work at something for so long only to have it ripped from your hands last minute, then you go and blame the only person you feel you can blame for it, God. what do you do afterwards, after you have come to your senses and realized that there are more important things in life obviously then what you had. Life ( Read more... )

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