Things are sure looking up for Richard LOL wellnot really just hanging out and having a good time with friends Gavin, Sarah and Lilly had an awesome time hanging out with you guys it was fun can't wait until this next weekend. By the way on another note I would like to acknowledge the passing of WWE Superstar Eddie Guerreo he will be missed by all ( Read more... )

Well sure enough i finally realized what the purpose of my last relationship was i thought God wanted my attention and he did but I thought it was through her and so perfectly boy was I wrong. God new from the beginning I wasn't going to stay with her LOL he just wanted her to help me grow, to help me become the man that I couldn't see and surely ( Read more... )

You know this is probably not going to surprise any of you at all, those of you who know me, know me as Richard, close friend, brother, some even knew me once as a lover. Some say I'm a good person others don't, and as for me I wouldn't have a clue I think I'm a good person but then there's times when I know I'm not. You know there have been times ( Read more... )

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My heart aches, all the pain bottled up inside I want to take care of myself but somehow I feel I can't, I regret not doing the things that I could have and should have but then don't we all. Mistakes are always made but why do they have to be crucial and life changing why can't tehy be simple and keep everything the same? So much hurt in one ( Read more... )

You see I faught for you from day one and you didn'even know it, if you read all of that then you know how everything was that was all of my personal journals from before and after I met you. I know meaningless to you now, or are they? You even faught for me Clairissa, we faught for each other together and for it to just end like it did was wrong. ( Read more... )

Everyone has heartache, everyone has pain and believe it or not it is determination that gets us through these hard times because we are determined to not give up, we are determined to push forward, we are determined to move on with out lives. Trust in the lord your God and the lord your God will trust in you, when you have nothing left in this ( Read more... )

There comes a point in a persons life when they can take no more, stress, pain, failure and even love. I was told I wasn't man enough and it was true, I guess I'm not and that's hard for me to say but I guess it's true hell I can't even talk to a cute girl because I'm not man enough, I can't move out because I'm not man enough, fuck I can't even ( Read more... )

So the other night I got wasted really bad and Clairissa called me and I let her have it on everything I'm sure she got upset as far as I know people said I was pissed more than I've ever been and so I messaged her tonigth and this is what I said ( Read more... )