hey, i really apprecial your support, but i really dont know if there really is something wrong yet, i mean obviously something is odd, but i dont know if its serious yet... i get my insurance in December, so hopefully i can get the MRI then and find out what is really going on ( Read more... )

Okay so yesturday I think I cut it out quite a bit more than I suppose would be enough...so here's the long version of what happened ( Read more... )

Okay so i hafta leave real soon, but i just wanted to write this down bc its the new drama in my life...

BUT FIRST ...ABBY CALL ME SOMETIME WE NEED TO HANG OUT BITCH!!!!LOL

went to the docotrs bc i had a migrane, they did a catscan and found somekinda abnormality...

peace bitches

I cant take it anymore...granted this is the best job ive had, ever. but honestly, thats really not saying much...i cant deal this bullshit anymore, first the ATL's are demoted and all but 2 quit because of this, then Kevin Pope resigned ( the head of APAC), people are saying he was given an ultimatum, either he quits, or he's fired, but I think ( Read more... )

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fuck it....im not in the mood.

okay... let me try it now...

i got a call today from my mom with the results of the doctor's visit, it turns out its nothing more than an ingrown hair, a little disguting, but alot reasurring. i am so incredibly happy right now, no one can know. however, i do think i slipped further into crazyness because of this. lol ( Read more... )

i cant belive it... my mom called me this morning with bad news. She told me that my dad has found a lump. *sobs* i dont know... i cant help but think "what if its......", but i dont dare say it out loud. mom and Mandu keep reassuring me that perhaps its a hurnia or some other thing thats not life-threatening. But, what if its not a hurnia? i think ( Read more... )

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