THIS SUCKS THIS SUCK THIS SUCKS THIS SUCKS THIS FREAKING SUCKS!!!

I never want to loose a friend because of suicide again!

This is the worst feeling ever.

My friend Dave shot and killed himself this weekend. It was one of the hardest things to hear. My heart has been broken ever since. I can't eat, sleep, concentrate and can't stop shaking ( Read more... )

God I'm so lonely sometimes.

I'm gonna see The Dresden Dolls on Friday at Marquee. wooo finally!

Sarah Jezebel from Angtoria and cradle of filth is sending ME some stuff in the mail.
uber excited for the birthday present to myself.

I hate this time of night, when I feel i could do nothing right

I'm always looking up new ways to die. Just to see the posibilties ( Read more... )

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How do you keep smiling when you're thinking of killing yourself?

I wasnt able to get an evalutation done on time for the school, so they suspended me from the dorms and classes till I had it. They told me to leave the dorms, and that I wasnt ok to stay the night there even though i had been. Today I saw my sisters old therapist and he treated me, so now I am able to go back to school ( Read more... )

I had a meeting today with Brian my hall director and Misty, the head of dorms lady. If I am able to get a mental health evalutaion by Monday, and it says I'm ok, then I can stay. My parents said they support my decision of wanting to stay here in Prescott and go to school here ( Read more... )