I got to sit in a tank today! They didn't let me drive it or fire it or move it in any way, but i did get to turn it on and move the steering column while making driving noises with my mouth. So its basically the same. Im psyched to drive one of these things. Psyched enough to wake up at 5 every morning? No. But still...

If you break up with a girl, are you allowed to be jealous? Is it too much to ask that she just silently pine for me until i move on?

I had the extreme privelege of burning out and then pulling four ticks off of my body at 2 in the morning last night. And when did class start today? 6. Boy i love the army ( Read more... )

I forgot how depressing romantic comedies are when you are alone. Oh well. No one to blame but myself.

Welp, it's over. Boy, that was rough. Remind me why people get into relationships again?

P.S. Finals are over. I'll be in washington this next week.

So i put my foot down, laid it all out on the table. What did she do? She started crying and begging me to work it out with her. You know, if she did it a week ago i probably would've said yes. If she begged before she put me through all of this bs. I tried to say no, like three times. I told her it was over multiple times. I told her it wasn't ( Read more... )

Update #100,000,0001. She somehow crafted some way where i am going to have to break up with her now. Something about how i "need to decide what i feel." and she wants an answer IMMEDIATELY. She can't wait till end of finals so she doesn't screw her grades more by getting all weepy again and screw my grades more by worrying about her. This is ( Read more... )

Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker
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So she's punishing herself. She can't study for finals because she is so sad. She is crying constantly. I've spent every night since we've broken up watching her sob and trying to calm her. First year law school grades are so important. It almost matters as much as going to law school. She's throwing it all away. She says she doesn't care ( Read more... )

So we broke up tonight. she did it over AIM. How terrible is that. She said she didn't want to cry in front of me.i know i don't love her. I know this relationship is not going to go anywhere. I know i don't want a long distance relationship this summer. This should be what is best. But why am i so sad? She's a great girl and i had a great ( Read more... )