Yikes! I think it's finally broken beyond repair. Like scrap-able even, insert into junkyard. I've always been told I'm better at taking things apart than putting them back together, I suppose this serves as reinforcement to that notion. I didn't really go about this in a graceful manner, as I do not usually disassemble things in a methodical or ( Read more... )

Life as I know it is over.

I wish I had kissed you goodbye...
Hope I find another opportunity to do so
*fingers crossed*

It's never easy doing the right thing. It usually feels all awkward and forced, I think that this weekend was full of that. Sure responsibility was exhibited on my part but it feels weird but I don't know if I ever want to be responsible if it this is what it translates into. Oh well, I'm excited for the week.

OK so every time I drink too much coffee I start to feel really hopeless and melancholy. I'm not really sure why my mind plays tricks on me when I'm super caffeinated but this has merely reinforced my belief in downers of all kinds. Java aside, life has been interesting lately... I got a job at my school newspaper to write music reviews which is ( Read more... )

I am feeling so fucking nostalgic right now for middle school. Yes the SIXTH thru EIGHTH grades and at the time I didn't realize how young we all were. I saw some pictures and they look MAD old so yeah now i feel all grown up (even though i don't really act much older than i was then)! Anyhow life is wonderful lately cause I feel like I've reached ( Read more... )

even when I'm with you, I'm alone. Is there really any point for me to expect greatness? There really isn't any level ground and because of this I'm in a corner. The only real constant in life is change, and change I cannot. I'm sorry my irrationality doesn't suit yr fancy. I wanna give up but I can't. Is it worth it to live and suffer?? I'm proud ( Read more... )

As ecstatic/curious/anxious/ as I feel right now, I can't help but wonder why there is nobody like you (not that I've met).... Nobody who makes me feel so alive and excited like I was a kid again. This is certainly unexpected but I feel like it's make or break really, at this point at least. Perhaps this will blow up in my fucking face, which of ( Read more... )

There is a special place in heaven for Radicals ( Read more... )

So I've decided rather than focus attention on individuals, it's best to keep an eye on the structures and general institutions which these morons buy into. I've pinpointed a few things in which I see as the greatest liabilities in our day and age ( Read more... )