Crimson Lotus ( Read more... )

I realized it just yet
damnit
it hurts so much
why have it to be this way?

why can't i have once something i really - really want?
but that's how it's always
but it hurts so much

i write it here, so you wouldn't read it
if you do...
i'm sorry- i don't want you to trouble

yeah *banzai*
xD
i managed to lern how I can change my stil here and to post and so on xD
i really don't know why this happend just now it's really not that complicated xD
but- you know: I'm a baka- that's the best answer you can give *laugh*

Baka desu x3