i've been waiting for a long long time for this. i am nervous, and exicted, and scared out of my wits. I haven't been to confession since my own confirmation. I haven't seen father o'byrne outside of the mass i went to a few weeks ago in a year and a half. but he was so inviting and so accomodating. It was no problem at all for him to see me ( Read more... )

so far, this was the best weekend in awhile. i didn't do anything special. i even had a shitty day at work. but i was a billion times less stressed and i got to see my boyfriend a ton because i can drive ( Read more... )

so i have a car now. its so exciting. i want to drive it everywhere. and then i saw that gas costs $3.34/gallon, so i turned around and went home. lol. i should just buy all my gas when i visit christian. for some reason its about 10 cents cheaper in orange county ( Read more... )

so last night i had dinner at de neve with mandy, mia, and some of their roommates. i'm not really used to hanging out with people my own age, at least in large groups like that and i must say it was very weird. i had nothing really to talk to them about. they were asking questions like why do they call it a rootbeer float when the rootbeer ( Read more... )

well, i have self-diagnosed myself as bipolar. these highs and lows are ridiculous and i just want to feel normal again, whatever feeling normal was. I do know, though, that this is not how I would normally feel ( Read more... )

i know, i know. with gas prices so high, why would anyone buy a car at this point? well, the problems with living in a post-suburban society, especially in the LA CMSA, is that public transportation sucks, so owning a car becomes a necessity to get your shit done. Thus, i will be succombing to the $3.17 gas prices and owning a $60 tank ( Read more... )

aside from midterms, life is actually pretty good right now. there is nothing cruicially bad going on and some ofmy problems might be solved in a few days ( Read more... )

so i've been told more than twice that i look older now. and really its just over the last year or so that i have aged considerably. christian said i look "world weary". i guess thats something along the lines of i'm not a kid anymore and i know the cruelties of the world. i'm not sure ( Read more... )

just when you think things are looking up, fate slaps you in the face

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