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If this year isn't better than the past two, I give up
Is it possible to be bitter and hopeful at the same time?
Because I am.
I spent New Year's alone and I foresee Single's Awareness Day and my birthday being the same sexless fate. I wasted spent nine months dating someone who was apparently just screwing me and using me as a sleep aid.
I've cut him off again, as of a couple of days ago, but I'm ( Read more... ) -
Best LInes of the day...
*In the car listening to 'Donk'*
LIssa-Turn that up so I can do my thaaaaaaaaang!
Nette-You gotta have a donk to dance to this song.
Lissa- Nah uh, you can pop to this song.
Nette-What you gonna do, pop your back? -
quick update
Feeling kind of crazy...have a lot on my mind but I don't know how to quite put it into words.
I just had to talk myself down from a ledge.
I had like seventy dollars worth of earrings and necklaces in my cart thirty mins ago. Online shopping is a no-no when your emotions are running high. Especially since I just spent $60 dollars on make up....add ( Read more... ) -
If I were a boy....part one
I would be in jail in today's society. Real fucking talk. I don't agree with ANYONE putting there hands on their S.O in anything other than a playful matter. I've always looked at it like this, if you are bad enough to put your hands on someone, you are bad enough to get your ass whopped. If I was a dude, having some chick repeatedly punch and slap ( Read more... ) -
More to come later....
This is what I think happened between Rihanna and Chris Brown...I'll expand more on this later
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wr4QjzPuy1Y&feature=channel_page
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Vacation!
Bathing suit shopping right now. In june me and my homie are going on vacation.
I'm gonna be on somebody's beach in a two piece (been working on the jelly) and have a nice relaxing weekend.
And I deserve it.
It will be more of a week vacation since the 4th will be right around the corner. The plan is to go back to Fayetteville for the now ( Read more... ) -
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Why is there a confused bird outside my window chirping like its not dark? -
130/93 and reassessment
So I've been doing a lot of thinking (What else is new?) and I've realized that I've made no progress towards....anything.
Six/seven months ago I was:
1. Looking into cleaning up my credit
2. Thinking about buying/building a house
3. Going through a job process to get a better paying job
Now I am:
1. Looking into cleaning up my credit
2. Thinking about ( Read more... ) -
DIVORCE AND ANGRY EMAILS
I HATE MY EX.
I mean that. I don't think that I've hated anyone in a long time. Not really. I don't want to hear any..."You shouldn't say hate.."
fuck that.
So, I went to my ex's myspace page today. I had been thinking about him off and on after my friend told me that he called her asking about me a couple of weeks ago. I didn't call him or try to ( Read more... ) -
In it for myself
I'm disgusted.
the 18 yr old me would be so ashamed of where I am now. Hell, I'm ashamed of where I am now. I had so many dreams and so many things I wanted to accomplish. It's not just career wise either, I"m not sure that I like who I've become as a person.
I know that I pretty much say this all the time, but fuck it.
I've noticed for some time ( Read more... )