Comments | kandydawg: empty your pockets of all that cold history

kandydawg

empty your pockets of all that cold history

Jan 02, 2004 23:16

I'd like to say its different. But really it's not ( Read more... )

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jaeger539 January 2 2004, 20:44:17 UTC

Sabr Listen to me. Stop it. You can't go on like this. Always remembering. Brad ISNT HIM. Brad is a kind man. Brad is a man. Not Some little boy. You must stop comparing all your relationships to that one. Yes it ended in tragity and blah blah blah. But you still dwell on it. Stop. Let it fucking go. And you can't tell me you have because you haven't. I can see it in your words. Words are cheap but not yours. You just need to stop thinking of him. Don't be afriad of that... fearing something that happened a while ago. Fearing something like that is pointless. YOU SURVIVED DIDN'T YOU? listen ta me. I've been there. Been down to the depths of where ya been. I was alone. And then I dwelt on it, always thinking that it would happen and this time I wouldn't...couldn't survive it. That's is utter and complete bullshit. You're smarter now, and have a good balance. You've learned..now forget. That's all you can do. And if you need proff you've learned from it...well look at how you choose your words. My dear I love you with all my heart, and ( ... )

Wow. vampirepixie420 January 3 2004, 02:28:34 UTC

Ya know, I find myself doing the same as you. Holding on to my past. Ya know, I was engadged for a year and a half. I still often wonder where he is sometimes. He is the reason I couldn't go to a football game. But it is so much easier then It used to be. I changed so much for him, and after I just went back to my old ways.

And I do find myself compareing most things to him. And thats why I find it hard to change something about me for Mike. But I am trying my damndest. And I think that I'm doin pretty good. I hope so. And I would do anything NOT to loose him.

And no one is exactly alike. Its just not possible. If ya need me I'm here. I love ya sweetie. ::Hugz::

Always,
JessicA

kazee January 3 2004, 08:03:39 UTC

- She moved quietly the way the caring sisters always had done in the past and will do in the future. Her nuzzle was soft and reasurring, for she felt the same way her sister did. Fear of it turning into the past.. Fear of it going to the wrong direction again. But enjoy now...enjoy the love there was that was so clearly abundant ( ... )