I had a dream that you turned and walked away. You gave me all these reasons, but now that Im awake, I can't really remember any of them. But the pain felt real. I guess probably because what you feel in dreams IS real. But Im happy to be awake now. Sometimes dreams dont come true, and I just hope this is one of them ( Read more... )

Im going back to riding Belle ( Read more... )

Ronnie and Melissa broke up ( Read more... )

Brad read my written journal. And at first, I was kind of nervous about it. I mean, thats me in those pages. Many times crying myself to sleep at night feeling as though my pen is all I have to talk to. And it's evident in my writing as such ( Read more... )

I saw Brad tonight, and it was nice. Quiet, tranquil. I just kinda watched him when he wasn't looking, and when he was, I stared off into the night ( Read more... )

I'd like to say its different. But really it's not ( Read more... )

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Merry Christmas everybody! I hope you are all with your loved ones and the holidays find you in good cheer.

Im going to bed now, hoping that my Christmas feel alot less rushed than it actually is going to be.

And that I get to see my Brad.

We'll see though.

Once, as my heart remember ( Read more... )

Randomness
i n f o r m a t i o n
x name x jessica louise willis
x single or taken x taken
x sex x femme
x b'day x .04.15.1986.

x sign x aries
x siblings x kazi [kazee], ninea [ladydeath24], karay [karay], kevie insomnia0kiddo and my long lost brother, chuck ( Read more... )