If you're thinking what i'm thinking, we're thinking the same thing.

[kandyice]

I don't think I can describe how I feel right now. Terrified, sad. I know i'm somewhere dark, and I don't want to be here. I'm looking back on my old entries in this LJ and i'm so ashamed. I can't remember who I used to be. I can't believe every other word I wrote was a cuss word. I was so depressed too, i think I contemplated suicide a few times.

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[justdropdeadx3]

KI, I love you. You can talk to me whenever you need to. I'll be here for you, and I'm so sorry about your mother. I know what you mean about not knowing who you were/are. I'm going through the same thing. Things will get better, love. <3 -hugs tight-

...I'm Casey by the way.

[xi_zee]

Love, feel free to talk to me about anything. You're a good friend to me. I'll talk with you about anything or if you don't want me to talk, I'll listen. We can talk about God together or your mom or anything going on in your life. God knows I know what its like to have a Mother in the hospital, lean on me whenever you need. I really miss talking to you. Really, I'll do anything I can to help. And just saying these things here helps more than you'd think, to let it out. Take care, love. Contact me whenever you feel like it. Send me an email if I'm not online, I'll respond ASAP.

-major hugs-

<3333

-Zee