... /sigh

[kane_isthara]

You're nto wrong, Melissa about the part where I shouldn't make it harder for him... But he hasn't shown me in the last couple days that any of this is hard for him. he hasn't shown me that leaving me was hard for him. He wont talk to me and tell me specifically way he left me, and all I want is a nice, calm, collective conversation with him where

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[ilovepeople17]

I'll call you tomorrow

[kane_isthara]

I talked to him.

It's over.. I know it.. it's just a hard thing to let go. he's not just the one I love, but my best friend. Something like that isn't easy to let go just like that... I love him, and because of that i was also willing to fight for him.. I fought, and I lost. But at least I had that strength and courage to fight for him.

[whatelse223]

Oh alex, I know you've been going threw alot of shit and it must really suck so much that your probably on the verge on killing yourself.But tell yourself something,you wanted to make Micheal happy,but what about yourself?You can't make him happy if your just going to make yourself even more miserable, you should both equally,share the happiness you guys have.And I think this time thiers a still a way to get him back.But it's going to take sometime, what you need to do is something that always made you happy "Besides Micheal"something creative and something that makes you want to fly.Micheal feels lost only because he doesn't understand why you should be taking care of him.Like your not his father or his baby sitter, your his Boyfriend,show him what your really capable instead of thinking what the worst case senario is.And I know you can get him back.No one in this life hate another person so trust me and even if it does hurt you and you feel like he is making you sad, you fight right back and you tell him how you really feel and