I'm not sure if I come off with this but the past year I've really taken on an "I don't care" attitude. For those that do care, It's not a personal stab at you or anything, but it's merely just my way of dealing with all of my problems. I'm sure it's better for me to face them and deal with it but I really really am tired of getting hurt and facing ( Read more... )

This is my first real attempt at trying to express my feelings so sorry if this comes off ...well off ( Read more... )

I see your face in my mind as I drive away ( Read more... )

no job still. still depressed and heartbroken. losing lots of weight...

to be continued

why the fuck does it feel like a piece of me is dying as each day passes...

i...hate....love

"Is this what it feels like to really....cry?"

Thanks Kelly...for bringing me songs that make me open my eyes.

Well I've been gone just 3 months shy of 4 years. Two months ago I had everything I owned packed and ready to come home. Ben said things to me that convinced me to stay and keep our relationship alive. He said that he really loved me and that he was taking me for granted etc ( Read more... )

Finally I'm home where I belong...feels great. Ill make a bigger post explaining everything later

I hate driving through arkansas =/

I'm leaving for Tennessee again....this time for real. I can't change my mind even if I wanted too which I don't.

I will definitely write a more in depth post explaining a lot of things when I get home.