It's been a while since I posted ( Read more... )

In the coming weeks I think I would like to visit more people ( Read more... )

I feel like I alienated a lot of my friends last night ( Read more... )

So I'm in the new apartment, in my new room, listening to a new iPod. It's amazing that music can supply a small bit of connection when I'm lacking, even if it's a connection to similarly difficult time ( Read more... )

This feels like a very exciting time for me ( Read more... )

Got some new perspective on the Bobby situation today ( Read more... )

I just got back from almost a week at Earlham celebrating the graduation of some of my best friends. I am very glad that I took the time to go down early (tues) and stay late (mon). Momentous occasions seem to create this pressure to have fun, which is inherently disappointing and my favorite interactions all week were the good conversations I ( Read more... )

Thinking of all those people I've lost again. How does everyone else deal with it? I don't ever hear people talking about it... but everyone must think about it. Flashbacks when you're daydreaming of things in your past you haven't come to terms with, or people you've lost touch with ( Read more... )

Reading A Class Apart is really inspiring. It makes me wish that I had someone to push me, to have expectations and not just accept me for who I am. It feels like you need a combination of both to succeed - a bar to aspire to, a critical self-lens, and the people to praise you in success and support you when you struggle or fail ( Read more... )

Loneliness continues. Yearning to be in love again continues. It's been a long time ( Read more... )